SMSDJ-ElementaRuby

So, whoever would want to stalk me on my new account, Kik me at smsdj i'm making the account in, like, ten minutes. i don't know the name. i don't know what I'll be doing with it. all I know is that I'm making one. So. Yeah. * KIK ME AT smsdj OR EMAIL ME AT elementaruby@hotmail.com * yeah thanks. ^^;

Um, hi. So... Yeah. My eyesight is horrible. -7.00 and -6.05. Just when my eyesight got better (-5.5 and -6.5), it worsened. Doesn't help that I can barely write, see, walk, or move my fingers. My fingers are bending and the joints in them are swollen pretty badly. (I don't have arthritis.) My skin is also tightening. Pretty sure I have scleroderma...again. It came back. Also, I think I might just leave dA. There's nothing to do, and, yeah...uh. Yeah. At least Neuronton (or however you spell it) is helping my headaches. .-.

Well, SHIZZLE. So 6+ years ago I was diagnosed with Lyme disease. They treated it, blah blah blah, blah blah, though the pain came back several months after the antibiotics. Now I have severe Lyme. That is probably one of my main diagnosis, since if it was in me for a long time there most likely is lupus, scleroderma, fibromyalgia, etc. in me. I also have: Filaria Candida Histoplasmosis Babesia Bartonella Reckettsia (sp?) Coxsackie Streptococcus That's quite a lot, in my opinion. Three of them are Lyme's coinfections. And, having babesia, I'm quite scared. ;-; These are the organs that aren't working properly: Liver (sshhhiiii-) Thyroid

Turns out that I've got plenty of scars on my brain and the rash on my scalp looks a lot like a lupus rash. To people with scars on their organs: As you may know, people tend to overreact. Scars aren't dangerous unless there are more appearing. I've got scars on my brain and that is not dangerous and, as you may know, the brain is a very important part of the body. If you didn't know that then, I'm sorry, but you gotta go back to first grade. I'm getting a/n MRI done after Christmas to see if there are more scars appearing; if there are then we'll have to do something. Usually scars come from infections. I've apparently had one or two brai

Medical news: I either have lupus or scleroderma. Huehuehueh. I brush it off, I know that I'll be healthy when I go to college as long as I have a positive attitude! Some tips to those who have horrid diseases: Keep on having an positive attitude! There is a chance that it might kill you but whining and crying about it won't help- it'll only make it worse. Just eat vegetables and fruits and you'll have a larger chance of surviving it! My mother had cancer and had a small chance to live. Guess what? She's still alive (and bugging everybody). At first she was whining and laying around like a dead person but then she turned her attitude into a